I had just written an email to a friend in Canada and sent it. The LORD God said 'You have reached your goal'. Did I know there was a goal? Well its the first I have heard of it. Big smiles! Although I am fully aware that I have completed the 'shaman's death' initiation.
I did a check to see if the goal is mentioned in the bible and it appears a few times. In the book of Luke, it says 'Go tell that fox, I will keep on driving out demons and healing people today and tomorrow, and on the third day, I will reach my goal'. Luke 13:32 Its no coincidence that is chapter 13, and that wisdom was called to do the count in Rev 13.
This blog has been going for three years and it began after the Son of God informed me that the Rev 12 timeline had been completed and that my time in the desert was over. At that time, he asked me to read Rev 12 and Micah 4. Within days, we started this blog. 2009, 2010. and 2011, 3 years and six months. In June 2012 it is 42 months. This is also the third millennium. In 1999, I did make an agreement with the holy mother and her Son, to give all of my life to the will of God for 12 years and the mission of compassion with the children.
When we returned from Australia, the mission of compassion with the children began. 12 years of giving all of myself to the healing process to help the people. Interesting that the number 12 also relates to Rev 12 and the wondrous woman from heaven, with the moon under her feet.
When the 12 year mission began I had not been told that I would become the wondrous woman from heaven, or that I was daughter ZION. The Son of God did not share what the outcome would be, he just said that it was because I was humble, that I would have it all. The full message that was received at that time was published in 2000, and I have a copy of it somewhere in the full printed form.
When I willingly dedicated 12 years of my life, I had no idea where it would take me, I just lived it daily. Its been the most amazing 12 years, and its gone really fast. I shall cherish it, and the best of the memories. When the heavenly Father summoned me, it took a long time to come to terms with it, although his Son had prepared me, and trained me divinely for a long time.
The year of the first Venus transit of the Sun, the Spirit was born in 2004. The second Venus Transit of the Sun, 2012, and I am being told that I have reached my goal. Eight years, eight is the number of spiritual transformation. Pouring out our love and truth for 12 years on the internet has certainly contributed to the spiritual transformation, including my own.
In Romans, reaching the goal is to do with righteousness. Romans 9:31. In Corinthians, the goal is to please him. Whether we are at home in the body or away from it. 2 Corinthians 5:9. 8:14. 'At the present time your plenty will supply what they need, so that in turn their plenty will supply what you need. The goal is equality'.
Colossians 2:2, 'My goal is that they may be encouraged in heart, and united in love, so that they may have the full riches of complete understanding, in order that they may know the mystery of God, namely, Christ. And in Timothy, 1 Timothy, 1:5. 'The goal of this command is love, which comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith'.
It isn't faith in the manner of religion, it is faithfulness to the sacred union with the divine, and divine will for me. It is faithfulness to God himself, I do not take on anything upon myself, I am compelled by the heart and the word of the LORD God and his instructions to me. I am his vessel, his instrument for his will to be done.
If I have reached my goal, does that mean there will be a new one? Let's wait and see shall we. The unsurpassed mother was certainly a surprise for many people including me, and I do have a book to finish. Some time out for me, time for creativity, and cherishing the self with love and healing.
As the people are unwilling to make a financial contribution that can sustain me, I have no option but to find a way to feed me. If I do not receive any financial help, I will starve, simple as that. So now I must put effort into sustaining myself somehow, until the people understand, who I am and why I am here. The LORD God asked for mercy, not sacrifice. We gave all our love and mercy to the world, and very little mercy was given in return. People did not care fully whether I lived or died, but he cares. He cares fully, and his will is that I live for him, and have mercy for his harp of faithfulness.
Love beyond measure