My greatest wish for humanity and its people is that they would be happy, and not have to suffer, the way that I have suffered during my life. Especially the children.
However, at the Harmonic Concordance in 2003, my heart compelled me to ask for peace for humanity. Prior to the engagement with God, the spiritual community were informed that we could ask for anything for ourselves and it would be granted. I did not request anything for myself, and because again, I did not ask for anything for myself or my family. The LORD God ordained that a totally new reality would come to be, one that I did not even know existed at that time. He heard the prayers of humanity and he responded accordingly.
When I first began healing and healing others, I used to share with the people some of what I had experienced in my life. This helped them to understand that most people do not have anything to worry about at all. When they compared their life experiences with mine, they then became a lot happier.
Once I could see how that helped others to understand, I shared more and more in self-disclosure in the therapeutic process. The more that I healed the self, the safer it became for me to share what I came to share with the world.
In sharing myself, it also gave others a safe and sacred space to share themselves. Has time went on, and the more enlightened I became, the life of suffering seemed like a different life time altogether. It was finished, it was over.
I had taken responsibility, I understood co-creation, and understood what the Son of God taught. That once you know how to suffer, you then know how not to suffer.
I arrived at a place that was beyond emotion, beyond perceptions of reality and the illusions that emotion and the root causes of core issues can co-create. However, prior to that, I also came to know that the sentient soul cries. It was when my soul was crying out for change, and calling me to redeem it, that the return to the sacred began. I had returned from an executive meeting with one of our clients, I was in the car and our Creative Director, David, was driving. Tears gently rolled down my face, and I simply said 'I cannot do this anymore'.
At that time, I did not truly understand the tears from the soul and why it cries. I did not truly understand the cry of the soul, and how it calls you home.
As years went by, I came to understand that there are different types of tears for very different reasons. Some are 'emotive', some are 'sentient' and 'pre-existent'. Some are for 'clearing toxins from the head', and some are given energetically by the Holy Spirit to ensure that you express what must be expressed.
The day came from I saw the holy mother cry, when she came to me crying, I knew immediately that the war was going to begin in Iraq. The holy mother and her son also gave me a message at that time. They informed me that there was a new dawn on the horizon, and that out of the darkness would come the light.
At that time, I felt true compassion for other nations and peoples. However, in my newly enlightened state of being, I did not cry for other nations like the holy mother did.
That did not come until after the LORD God had summoned me. After he summoned me, everything began to change, although it was a slow process; and I was given a long time to integrate exactly what had taken place with my being.
During the years that I have worked with the heavenly Father, I began to cry for people and nations, and there was absolutely nothing I could do to stop the buckets of tears. Every time there was a serious out flowing of tears, an out flowing that could last days, a massacre or environmental event always followed it.
Many tears were cried for America. Many tears were cried for them. It became a mourning, a serious grieving, until it got to the point that I could not grieve for them anymore. I have never grieved for anyone, like I mourned for America.
The heavenly Father knew that my body was under physical and nervous system strain, and that he had to give me time for rest. Time to recover from these experiences of knowing what was going to happen, before it did.
I have always been sensitive to planetary energies due to being clairsentient. In my younger years I was not aware how the planetary energies impacted on my being. However, the more heightened my spiritual faculties became, the greater the impact the planetary energies had on my being. Of course, there were also phases where I was beyond it, and did not allow it to impact on my being.
In my experience, there are many grooves in the cosmos, many different stages and phases of enlightenment. Its like weaving a tapestry with different colors, and when it is completed it forms a picture of the cosmos that you have experienced. Like a flying carpet that flies you across the nations and the cosmos.
With righteousness comes a lot more responsibility, a lot more knowing, a lot more planetary experiences for the benefit of humanity. However, in my experience it does bring suffering back into your reality. Not your own suffering, the suffering of others comes deeply into your reality and at the depths and breadths of your being. It is the Age of Aquarius, the Age of the water bearer, the purifier, the refiner and true humanitarian. A sacred and holy person can transmute what other people cannot transmute and transform. They know how to do it, because they have already done it within themselves prior to becoming sacred.
A suffering on a completely different level of being, than the usual human being understands. Has we know those that are truly compassionate and merciful, those that have truly experienced Nirvana and returned, do hear the sounds of the world.
We do hear the cries of the world, and our hearts compel us to do what we do for the benefit of humanity. Each have a different divine purpose, a different reason for being, each and every individual is truly unique. Now the LORD tells us that the tears of the sacred turn into Angels.
I am aware that the tears of the sacred can purify and sanctify others. I am also aware when people are being sanctified in my presence. Just like I was sanctified in the presence of the holy mother, and her Son. It was due to their sanctification of my reality, that I was able to ascend further through different divine realities to become who I was born to become. No surprise than, that recently, a lady that I know was sanctified, some weeks later she said to me, 'I have to find out who I am'.
In my reality, I had a lot of self-healing to do has well. I had a life time to heal and the inner processes took a huge amount of effort that spanned nearly two decades. I viewed the self-healing journey has a glorious adventure, I was truly happy when I found another piece of the jigsaw puzzle. Joy filled my heart, and love encompassed me.
The day came when my own light of love overwhelmed the path at my feet, and a master of spiritual alchemy, a healer of consciousness came to be. It was truly a natural and all encompassing process that led me to this point in life. Although some might say it is supernatural.
So if the sacred tears that fell from these eyes helped others to become angels, then I wish all of the Angels the greatest happiness and joy in the world. For has the scripture states; the Angels are the harvesters in the last days of the end times.
If you do not share yourselves and your realities with the world, then that is your choice. I have no choice, I have to share otherwise I get blockages. I do not have to share my wisdom. However, I do have to share my heart of pure intention, and that which I am instructed to share.
Its a decade ago now that the Son of God said to me, 'Let them drink from the bosom of your wisdom' from Sacred Words
So am I able to say 'I am blessed'?
I do feel blessed that I was able to heal the self, I do feel blessed that I know and have seen the LORD God and other divine realities. I know that I am blessed by the divine training, that I was blessed to receive divinely. In my humble view, I am blessed for being able to help others to heal; when they allow me to do so. I am blessed to have met many wonderful Angels during this life and a lot more.
This golden chalice does overflow with praise for the LORD God that holds me in his heart.
I can say 'I PRAISE YOU LORD, FOREVERMORE'.
Love beyond measure